i hate it when i wake up after a nap and then think of 2 people and listen to all these emo songs. I dont want to have the same problem i did last year. It was the beginning of the year, i was prepared for whatever was coming my away except for this, now it's like history repeating itself. I don't require such problems now when i feel i'm coping rather well. I remembered clearly how everything went spiralling down when tingxi came about. I just dont want it to happen again, not cos of tingxi